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My name isn't important, I am here to vent, once a full time ana but now back to square one. I started to recover after my victory of 99. Recovering on my own which is never recommended, I wanted to rid myself of this disease and I did(or at least I thought i did). I loved food, I ate and ate. I loved the way my pallet would be able to taste ingredients so well. I became one of those people who was always D.T.E (down to eat). Until I started to notice more and more weight being put on. I stepped on the scale at my friends house, ( my mother hid the scale from me) and there it was a number I never heard of a whopping 183. I immediately hated myself. Now I'm back to my old ways, habits. I used to have a blog under the name Fading Figure.

Thursday, March 31, 2011

About love. I miss you.



-If I had a guy sing me this song I would be set for life.
-If a guy told me to stop taking all the medication I take because I was perfect I wouldn't be able to stop smiling



It's the way that you blush when you're nervous
It's your ability to make me earn this.
I know that you're tired,
Just let me sing you to sleep.

It's about how you laugh out of pity
'Cause let's be honest, I'm not really that funny
I know that you're shy,
Just let me sing you to sleep.

If you need anything,
Just say the word, I mean anything.
Rest assured, if you start to doze
Then I'll tuck you in,
Plant my lips where your necklaces close.

It's those pills that you don't need to take,
Medicating perfection, now that's a mistake.
I know that you're spent,
Just let me sing you to sleep.

It's your finger, and how I'm wrapped around it
It's your grace, and how it keeps me grounded
I know that you're weak,
Just let me sing you to sleep.

If you need anything,
Just say the word, I mean anything.
Rest assured, if you start to doze
Then I'll tuck you in,
Plant my lips where your necklaces close.

While you were sleeping,
I figured out everything:
I was constructed for you,
And you were molded for me.

Now I feel your name.
Coursin' through my veins.
You shine so bright, it's insane.
You put the sun to shame.

If you need anything,
Just say the word, I mean anything. (I really do)
Rest assured, if you start to doze
Then I'll tuck you in,
Plant my lips where your necklaces close.

If you need anything,
Just say the word, I mean anything.
Rest assured, if you start to doze
Then I'll tuck you in,
Plant my lips where your necklaces close. 

- I hate when I blush but I love it when you would notice and kiss my nose and call me pink cheeks.
- I wish you would have not cheated on me...you asshole..
- I wish you would have stayed with me one last time.
- I wish you would have quit smoking weed
- I wish I wasn't thinking of you right now


Stupid love song. I miss DT so much. I feel so depressed right now..:(

3 comments:

  1. The song is beautiful. Have strength though. I know you have strength hidden somewhere inside even if your weakest or darkest moments. You have support here. I am sending you huggles and love!

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  2. there were moments like this in our life, love. Stay strong. And oh, you are beautiful :)

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  3. That is a beautiful song. Even though it's not the kind you want right now, you certainly are loved by all of us.

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